

Nothing is holding me back but myself, can feel myself leaning forward, but my feet won't follow my body.
I think most people call it a rut, I guess I can agree with that, but a rut...? It sounds so horrible...I'd rather say I'm stuck in a ditch, or perhaps I am just a little lost, but if I would just ask for directions then it would all work itself out. Maybe even I could say it was simply a flat tire and all I needed to do was replace it! Well, these would all be a lot easier to admit than to admit that little rut that I am slipping deeper and deeper into.
It almost seems like one of those dreams you have where someone is chasing you and you are running and running, but you never seem to be getting anywhere. You can see them closing in on you and every step they take moves them closer, while every leap you make does nothing. I want so desperately to run away, but my stupid feet followed by my legs won't let me. They stay planted and say, "Nope, don't move....just ask for directions already!"
"Broken I run to you for your arms are open wide, I am weary but I know your touch restores my life"