Monday, March 1, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes I falter and sometimes I fail,
Sometimes I stumble and sometimes I lose the trail.
Sometimes I crash and sometimes I burn,
Sometimes I feel myself take the wrong turn.
Sometimes I scream and sometimes I cry,
Sometimes I wish these wings would allow me to fly.
Sometimes I hurt and sometimes I wanna run,
Sometimes I feel myself slowly come undone.
Sometimes I tremble and sometimes I shudder,
Sometimes I wonder how it feels to be another
Sometimes I'm broken and sometimes I'm scared,
Sometimes my heart seems unprepared.
Sometimes I long for a strong embrace,
Sometimes I feel unworthy of your grace.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm in a constant fall,
Sometimes I feel so far away from anyone at all.
Sometimes I wonder where the light is up ahead,
Sometimes I wonder what I could have done instead.
Sometimes I beg and sometimes I plead,
Sometimes I know that you are all I need.
Sometimes I hate and sometimes I abuse,
Sometimes I do what I know I should refuse.
Sometimes I cower in a corner with fear,
Sometimes I wish someone were near.
Sometimes I know things aren't always as they seem,
Sometimes I know only happiness is a dream.